When will the leap come?
I don't know why I am having a hard time to be postive these days.
All I see is negativity and bitterness.
I keep myself very busy up to a point of suicide,
Just to avoid thinking.
and just as I was beginning to see bright future ahead,
my routine shatters...
and as always moving on is always hard for me...
I am not good with changes...
I am not good with moving on...
I am best at being constant...
Small steps...
Slowly pacing with new changes...
Is that good?
I guess as I am writing this I suddenly realize that...
Things are not that bad...
Slow movements are not bad at all....
I just hope that I can keep this up until later...
Yes I am not used to being alone...
I am not into living my life on my own...
But I have to do this somehow...
I can do this...
I will be able to move on from this...
Yes... I can do this...
Hey! I am still here anyway...
STILL Standing...
And as I finished writing... BITTERNESS is here again...
Just keep moving... One feet over the other...
