Sunday, November 29, 2009

BLAH!!!

blah! blah! blah!
nothing to say...

blah! blah! blah!
lots to say...

blah! blah! blah!
too bored to say...

blah! blah! blah!
no point in saying....

blah!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Nasa Kawalan

Lahat ng bagay napagaaralan
kaya walang imposible
walang hindi pwede

lahat kaya
lahat naipipilit
lahat nakakasanayan

yung ayaw mo ngayon
bukas gusto mo na rin yan
yung gusto mo ngayon
bukas aayawan mo rin

kahit gano pa katigas ang ulo mo
lalambot din yan
kahit gano pa kalambot ang puso mo
titigas din yan

walang permanente
walang pang habang buhay
lahat may katapusan
lahat may hangganan
lahat may "the end"

Monday, October 05, 2009

One step forward... two steps behind

When will the leap come?
I don't know why I am having a hard time to be postive these days.
All I see is negativity and bitterness.

I keep myself very busy up to a point of suicide,
Just to avoid thinking.
and just as I was beginning to see bright future ahead,
my routine shatters...

and as always moving on is always hard for me...

I am not good with changes...
I am not good with moving on...

I am best at being constant...
Small steps...
Slowly pacing with new changes...
Is that good?

I guess as I am writing this I suddenly realize that...
Things are not that bad...
Slow movements are not bad at all....

I just hope that I can keep this up until later...

Yes I am not used to being alone...

I am not into living my life on my own...

But I have to do this somehow...
I can do this...
I will be able to move on from this...

Yes... I can do this...

Hey! I am still here anyway...
STILL Standing...

And as I finished writing... BITTERNESS is here again...

Just keep moving... One feet over the other...